"I was taken to an armed force camp and they let me know I needed to sign an archive confessing to being a LTTE part. I said I wasn't notwithstanding living in Sri Lanka, however they didn't trust me," he told DW.
Mayairan says he was beaten and tormented for a few weeks. At a certain point, the agony was so awful he went out.
Regardless of having no immediate relationship with the LTTE, he in the long run marked the admission.
Injury and scars
"In some cases they'd bring you into the room twice per day attempting to motivate you to admit. They broke my nose and I lost a few teeth. I'd get hit on my head, my back and my legs," he told DW, demonstrating scars on his head and body he said were dispensed amid the torment.
While it's asserted that various Tamils have been held for a considerable length of time without charge and that numerous never escaped detainment alive, Mayairan's gang pulled strings to demonstrate his innocence.
"My guardians, who were really searching for my brother by marriage, by chance discovered me in authority and paid a pay off to the armed force to get me out," he said. He later paid an operators to organize a UK understudy visa and traveled to London.
Another torment survivor, 39-year-old Kalairajan from the northern town of Vavuniya depicted what happened after he and his crew surrendered to compelling voices in May 2009. He was isolated from his friends and family and lined up before a van.
Inside the vehicle was a Tamil witness, working for the administration. Kalairajan clarified how the source would press the auto horn on the off chance that he remembered you as an individual from the Tamil Tigers, and you would be isolated from others and taken away.
"At the point when the horn sounded for me, my heart halted, I began sweating and shuddering and thought I was going to go out," he said.
He was stripped exposed, beaten and sent to a "restoration focus" for ex-Tamil contenders.
"The room they took me to would make you black out. Inside were poles and iron bars and you see blood all over the place. You could likewise see the wounds to a percentage of alternate detainees," Kalairajan told DW.
"Sexual torment"
When he wouldn't confess to being a LTTE warrior, the officers put a polythene pack over his head and dowsed it with petrol, Kalairajan said. He attempted to relax for a few minutes because of the vapor. They in the end removed the pack, before again requesting him to concede he was an individual from the LTTE.
"Amid one torment session, one of the watchmen got my penis and pulled the skin back. At that point he took a needle-like instrument, a long mental piece and after that embedded it into the highest point of my penis," Kalairajan clarified.
Alternate gatekeepers began snickering as the metal strip was uprooted and after that reinserted, while Kalairajan drained and shouted in torment.
After over five months in confinement, he got away and fled to India and after that the UK, where he and Mayairan are being aided by the London-based NGO Freedom From Torture.
More they six years after the war finished, both men are holding up to hear if their UK shelter cases will be fruitful. Like very nearly 60 percent of cases, their underlying applications were rejected. Kalairajan's case is being advanced, while Mayairan is making a crisp application, after at first getting terrible lawful guidance.
More extensive examination halted
Sri Lanka has promised to research the vanishing of Tamils, and other asserted abominations in the last months of the war. Be that as it may, the Colombo government has discounted permitting United Nations atrocities groups to visit.
The administration keeps on preventing allegations from claiming extreme torment and sexual viciousness toward the end and after the war. In any case, Freedom From Torture's joint head of psychiatric administrations, William Hopkins, told DW he's seen a lot of confirmation.
"Sexual infringement is exceptionally normal, numerous individuals have been assaulted or embarrassed. Another type of torment is suffocation, and something we can effectively archive medicinally/legitimately is marking. The casualties have been smoldered with iron bars."
Both men told DW they trust the Sri Lankan government will legitimately research the numerous instances of torment and vanishing from the Tamil group taking after the almost three decade-long clash.
"Truth will turn out"
Other Sri Lankan torment survivors that Freedom From Torture has treated are similarly baffled at an absence of equity for what's been done to Sri Lankan Tamils.
"They don't trust this (a request) should be possible by local judges," Hopkins told DW. "They might want mixture courts, where worldwide judges and examiners join local powers and investigate these human rights infringement."
Mayairan and Kalairajan will battle to proceed onward with their lives while they stay in what Hopkins portrayed as "shelter limbo".
"It can be years before they do get refuge. They have all the anxiety and auxiliary mental issues from holding up. It can be exceptionally upsetting on the grounds that they generally dread that they'll be sent back and tormented once more," he included.
